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Me, teacher? January 28, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Days of our lives, Father Heart of God, Mission, What the?.
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Today my friend QY brought my awareness to this funny pict that her event company was using. It was a picture of me alongside a profile of a trainee teacher. Apparently I look like a “Sandy”.

Naturally I’m more amused than anything. The question on the tip of our tongues is: just how on earth did they get hold of my picture??

Eeks, no makeup- I look ghastly!!

And then while I was just about to shoot up my daily dosage of Scramble on Facebook, three little words caught my eye.

A somewhat randomly produced profile by the social networking website had labelled me Teacher of the Year.

For a word IQ of 95?? Why Teacher and not something else, such as wordsmith/ literati wannabe??

An award for Teacher of the Year?

God what are you trying to tell me??  Arrghh, this must be a conspiracy!!!

Double Choc Chip muffins January 28, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Culture shock, Eat to live, Kitchen talk.
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Yesterday I made a bunch of double choc chip muffins for my students. I know I shouldn’t do this but I like to try out new recipes on different people. This means that I never know what it’s going to taste like or how my recipients would take to it.

So I made the choc chip muffins. Unlike previous recipes I had tried before, this one didn’t require butter or the use of a mixer. In the end the muffins came out rather heavy and dry. I felt like I was going to have a sore throat just after having one! The mixture must have lacked air and all the choc chips had sunk to the bottom of the muffins.

But I couldn’t bear to dump the whole lot into the trash. So I prayed over them (both during and after the making) and then deposited the whole lot into a Ziploc bag. Now to find some suckers for my muffins!

First up was my teacher Auy who gamely ate the first one and another after that. Hmmmm, so it’s not too bad after all. Auy told me to have more confidence in myself, that the students would take anything free. However I couldn’t see it her way; as the teacher I see it as my responsibility to educate the students, to expose them to things beyond their culture and nation. And when it comes to letting them experiment with new “foods”, it had better be good or I would end up alienating them forever to all things non-Thai!

Strangely enough, the students gobbled them up. They said it was good (maybe they were being polite), that it wasn’t too sweet. Well the prayer must have worked wonders. Once again I am gobsmacked by this whole contradiction of the Thai/ non-Thai taste palate. What’s tasty to me is NOT yummy to them, and vice versa.

Anyway you can feel free to TRY out this recipe for yourself. Then test it on the people you don’t like so much (haha).

Recipe for Double Choc Chip Muffins:

2 eggs
1/2 cup oil (125ml)
1 cup milk (240ml)
1 tsp. vanilla
1 3/4 cups plain flour (240g)
1/2 cup sugar (85g)
1/4 cup cocoa (35g)
1 Tbsp. baking powder
1/2 tsp. salt
1/2 cup semi-sweet chocolate chips (85g)
Extra chocolate chips to sprinkle on top (if desired)

Preheat oven to 200 C and prepare muffin pan by greasing or fill with paper liners. A nonstick pan requires no greasing, although I like to just grease the bottoms. In large bowl mix well the eggs, oil, milk and vanilla. In smaller bowl mix well the flour, sugar, cocoa, baking powder, salt and chocolate chips. Combine wet and dry mixtures and fold together gently until just mixed. Spoon into prepared pan and sprinkle choc chips of top of each. Bake at 200C for 20 minutes. Remove from pan and cool on rack.
Nice sprinkled with extra chocolate chips on top of each muffin before baking.

This is a sombre post January 26, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Culture shock, Father Heart of God, Mission.
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Of late, there seems to be more to weep over than rejoice-worthy. Such as:

  1. Praying for my teacher Auy in her new house but all the while very much aware & sickened by the religious white thread that runs all over the perimeter of the premises;
  2. Jolted by the awakening of bad memories in my first year in Khon Kaen and shocked by the amount of hurt and distress the memories unearthed;
  3. Gutted by the story of my new neighbours’ tragedy of losing their firstborn/ elder brother & UNable to put myself in their shoes or offer any words or scriptures.
  4. Repulsed by the culture of lust, bribery, corruption and injustice that is deeply-seated within the Thai police force- and the attempted come-ons by the officers each time I step into the police station.
  5. The seeming hopelessness of Thai people coming to know Christ against the deep bondage of the land, the rampant idolatry and polytheism, even of so-called Christians.

Lesson with Teacher Auy January 25, 2010

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It was just another day. Same old me rushing to KKU as usual- late as usual. To make matters worse, it was raining.

But today my teacher had promised to have our class in her newly purchased townhouse.

And so I met her outside her faculty where there were a few piccies worth taking.

Then we scooted off on her Fino to her place.

Auy posing with the Keith Haring mural

Very Korean, dreamy background

My new classroom- Auy's pad!

A Narrow Escape January 20, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Days of our lives, Finding my way around, The Word speaks.
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Teaching English can be hard. I never knew how hard it would be until I took on my current class. Suddenly all my inadequacies, inexperience and pre-assumptions are uncovered and I realised that I am a rookie teacher.

This translates out to one thing: my universe is currently swallowed up by the never-ending hours of preparation, recording sound clips of conversation, brainstorming different approaches, surfing for endless hours for pictures & videos, researching other English teaching methods, printing out my handouts (yes, even that is a trial for me!).

I am grounded at home on the days before I have to teach (Mon, Wed, & Fri) as well as the days on which I teachThis means I’ve had to forgo several activities such as cell group at Baan Kuthong and even at the slum on some days. Basically, all my available time is planned around my teaching prep.

To make things worse, my printer broke down on Monday. Its indecipherable messages and refusal to cooperate has further thrown a spanner in the works. Now in addition to the class planning, I’ve had to plan for detours to find Photocopy shops that can help me print out my handouts.

All this would have been enough to make me tear my hair out.

But the Lord is good.

He’s been reminding me that His yoke is easy and His burden is light. Doing His work never requires us to break our backs or to strain beyond our human efforts to achieve supernatural results.

Today was a prime example of Him reaching out to help me. I was running late as usual, with ONLY one hour to travel to the uni AS WELL AS get my handouts printed. Lo and behold, my husband drove home just as I was rushing out of the house. Thanks to his timely arrival, I ended up getting a free ride that took me less than 10min, got my handouts printed out and then right to the faculty’s doorstep.

As a result of this, I was able to breeze through class today, setting up early and being less angsty than usual. And my students had fun too!

The phony bus line that failed to fetch me to my destination

Don't be fooled into thinking the line runs continuously

When e teacher is happy, e students r happy

Conversation on travelling in NYC- how the girls loved it!

The boys trying the darndest to catch up

Avatar in Essarn January 17, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Culture Vulture, Culture shock, Mission, Movies.
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Today Vince and I watched Avatar, our first movie in English at the cinema. For me, the joys of watching a movie in English was tainted by the fact that it was in 3D; 3D movies never fail to make me feel nauseated and sick.

At any rate, by the end of the 3-hr movie, my spirits were lifted and I had enjoyed the movie sans 3D glasses. I felt I identified with the protagonist as the avatar and having to learn the ways of the Pandora natives.

In some ways, I too am like an “avatar”. My appearance is similar to the Sino-Thai living here and I have no problems blending into the peoplescape. However I still grapple with the language and the mindsets of the people. Some days I feel like I don’t pass the tests set for me here. That’s when I feel the gazes of people on me and I know that I do stand out after all.

Towards the end of the story, the avatar known as Jake returns to help his adopted people to overcome the “conquistadors” and lives on in his borrowed body. I know I have yet to pass my initiation or have reached the stage where the locals can trust me. Still it’s a wish, and a dream worth turning your back on your own people for.

New teaching assignment January 11, 2010

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I have a very exciting appointment this Jan: it’s a 1-month project to teach KKU students on English conversation.

Why is it exciting? I got this engagement from another opening, through a friend’s recommendation. And expectedly, the circumstances and students turn out to be rather different from our former batches.

Firstly, the students belong to the Faculty of Public Health (Year 3) and are members of its International Club. The requirement for the students who signed up for class is that they have to turn up fairly regularly for classes in order to NOT get their course fees forfeited.

Now this means I have a guaranteed attendance every class. Which to me is a great relief- this means I have at least some fairly stable students to work on. My previous experiences found me having to work with new students each class, dwindling numbers and even a single student turn-out.

At any rate ALL my students are very precious to me. Very precious because I know I have a limited time window to be their friend and impart the little that I can. Priceless because God has elevated me to this place just so that they can know Him more.

Today was just a day like this. Talking about Famous Personalities, I managed to sneak in Jesus among the world leaders and Nobel prize winners. Soon we ended talking about the Virgin birth, Jesus’ name taken as a swear word in the West and the reason for Christmas.

And the boys look on...

Tham & Neung trying to convince us why Spiderman deserves the Celebrity of the Year award

Any resemblance between us & Rain?

Any resemblance between us and Rain?

I almost look as if I know what I'm talking about!

Breaking up the "Learning Eng" vibe with some lightheartedness

My 2010 New Year resolutions January 11, 2010

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Before the end of 2009, I already had in mind the resolutions I was going to make in the new year: up my tithes, exercise at least 1x a week, be more people-oriented and pray for my sister’s salvation.

And among the unspoken resolutions was this: to finish up my half undone goals & objectives left over from the last year. These include prayer walking my neighbourhood, following up & teaching Am in basic Christian disciplines, sewing up my textile wall art. By God’s grace, my short story was done (whew!). Haha, now onto the rest…

The Complete Story January 8, 2010

Posted by judegrrl in Creative writing, Father Heart of God.
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Last year I started writing a short story and midway through it, I started stalling. All throughout the year I sat through the story and only half-heartedly attempted to pick up my pen.

Until I was back in Singapore and was again jolted by the reason why I needed to finish the story. Having met the reason face-to-face, I am now “publishing” this little story of mine sans illustrations.

The Shoemaker

My father is a shoemaker.

I see his hands at work as they pick up odd pieces of leather, deftly stitching them together. Hands always busy, now measuring the length of the leather strips. Stretching them until they become soft as a second skin.

These are hands that tell a story. Hands that have known wisdom. Hands that know what they are doing. For when the leather strips become shoes, the shoes speak for themselves.

Shoes lined with tanned upper leather, so soft you could walk for miles and not feel it. And sturdy enough to have let you come this far. Shoes that keep the rain off and the feet dry.

Yet my father makes such nondescript shoes.

Shoes so commonplace , unspectacular that you pass your eyes over them over to other fancier pairs. They are shoes you wouldn’t recognize until you have slipped your feet into one. For there are few who know the goodness to these shoes, just as there are few who are truly acquainted with the shoemaker.

Shoes in their own right speak of their maker but these shoes are silent to those blissfully unaware of its maker.

My father is a shoemaker. Have you seen the shoes that my father makes?

One day I too shall be a shoemaker, just like my father.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

My brother, he washes feet.

He bathes the feet of all who come to him, whose feet has been shod by my father.

My brother washes feet in any sort of condition. He sees feet that have walked thousands of miles without rest. Feet that stand for hours, feet that have had to brave the scorching sun. Cracked & dusty feet, with peeling skin or torn soles.

And still others misshaped by calluses & bunions, or heavily lined with veins, swollen & purplish. And then there are those with broken toenails blackened by years of abuse and neglect, diseased skin turned scaly and pink.

All of these feet my brother has washed; he has never once turned away a single pair of feet. For in my brother’s eyes, there’s no foot too bruised, too rough or too ugly for him.

In this quiet way, he’s continuing my father’s legacy, continuing his love to those who would own him.

My brother accepts at any one point in time, everyone has squeezed their feet into the wrong shoe sizes or worn shoes that were not made for them. And to those who have come to recognize the condition of their feet and come to him, he is able to help.

For here my brother’s work shows itself beyond his washing of the feet. The mere touch of his hands is able to melt away the aches and pains of a lifetime. Much akin to the same feeling one gets from my father’s shoes.

Have you met my brother? A man so ordinary and unassuming you wouldn’t think twice about him. Or that he’s even my father’s son.

Except that his hands tell the same story as my father’s.

One day I too shall be washing feet, just like my brother.

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Me? I have beautiful feet.

One day I too will take to the hills and carry the good news with me. For this is how I can carry on my father’s legacy.

And the good news I carry is simply that you too can meet the shoemaker and his son.

Have you met my father and my brother? One day I hope that you can meet them.

“How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, who bring glad tidings of good things!” Romans 10:15

2009 pics of Bangkok January 5, 2010

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Vince & I stopped over in Bangkok to spend a few days with his old friends Poy and Bpoo. They were great company and blessed me tremendously with their joy and hospitality. And get this: in the time we were there, they were having their exams but they still took us around. Here are some pics of us hanging out together.

Outside the COC compound

While waiting to take the boat...

Afternoon dive

And more of them join in for a nice murky swim

Finally in the boat headed for downtown

The only way to disembark is by stepping out of the boat!

No joke, the boat goes pretty quickly..

Keeping our 2 princesses busy

We are happy where there is Japanese food...

Posing at the Paragon

Why does this place remind me of Spore??

Taking the slow bus home

Getting a first hand experience of the infamous Bangkok traffic jam

Other similarly unimpressed bus passengers

Meeting Too, another longtime friend

Too in his new station in life

The only way to beat the traffic: take the bumboat

Not too impressed with the smell?

Some extra callerfare in the bkgrd

Tyres that prevents nasty bumps

Crossing the road, BKK-style